Fortieth Entry

I must have gasoline pumping in my veins today because I am just so pumped for some odd reason. I think I am excited about the weekend coming up. It is going to be really fun. I just have that feeling. Even though I will not have any money to play with this weekend, I still think I will have fun. I can just run up my credit cards again...cuz thats fun.

I have been going over paint ideas for my room. I feel if I am going to live here for a while, I should at least be comfortable in my room. For one thing, there is too much furniture in my room and half of it is full of stuff that isn't mine or not of any use to me. The same goes for my closet. After thinking about what to get rid of I started to think of paint ideas. Watching "Trading Spaces" gives me a lot of ideas, and I think that it has motivated me enough to want to change my room. I was thinking that maybe one of my friends and I could trade spaces for the show and get it done for free. I'm thinking of a dark blue for the walls (High-Gloss, of course) and either a dark grey or dark green for the accent color(around the door and closet).

I have not heard anything about Bullet or my diploma. The longer I live here, the more I miss Bullet and my diploma. I am hoping for a job somewhere outside of the Bay Area. I think I really need to be on my own FOR REAL. Not like going to school and still living off of my parents money, but really on my own. Living paycheck to paycheck if necessary. At least I can say that I am on my own, and making it. It would be great.

Dream situation(also a great story for my kids): I move into an unfurnished apartment with nothing but a bed. Then I slowly work my way up to a couch, a dresser, a dining table, etc. It would be really cool to just start with nothing and buy all my furniture and stuff as I can afford it. It would be a great character building experience.

I have decided that once I get a steady job, I will no longer buy more than I can afford on my credit cards. That means, I will use my cards and pay the balance off at the end of the month. That will definitely build up my credit report and stuff.